i fought the law...
and the law won. it's kicking my ass. i've come to the conclusion that it is impossible to learn all of the stuff i need to know in less than 3 weeks. i believe i have entered the "panic" phase. until now, i could be calm and tell every one that every thing will be fine. now i'm feeding off the terror of others and become more and more hysterical. i can't sleep anymore because i'm terrified of this test. and i don't even know if i can take it yet--i haven't received my handy dandy admission badge (or whatever it's called) that lets you into the building.
i'm torn between locking myself in a room for 3 weeks to try to pass this damn thing or just saying to hell with it and going camping with a big bottle of vodka. it's not like i have a job....target won't care if i have passed the bar exam and that's the only place i have a chance of working at anyway....

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Don't be ridiculous young lady. You could pass this test with your eyes closed. In fact, with the surplus from your score added to mine, I would even pass. You're great...and don't you forget it. Now about that camping with vodka thing...
thanks for the vote of confidence but i'm not entirely sure it's justified. i don't think my brain has any room in it for this stuff. i'm just tired all the time. and i'm not sure i even care anymore. so much effort to try to beg someone to give me a job i'm going to hate...seems somewhat counterproductive.
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